There is definitely a debate (mostly inside) regarding the perfect timing in revealing whatever is that you are strongly feeling from that dangerous DMZ of your (un)shielded heart… that precise belief totally unfiltered and ready to serve a higher purpose. Like your ego… or your (in)dependence.

Whatever it is, you are trying to capture it, read it as it should be read and not as it purely is, your remaining active filters try to polish and soften the sharp edges but you mostly know the reality. No half measures can express your feelings of pure joy or deep sadness. It’s a kind of winner takes it all game where you are competing against yourself and still hope to come out with a clean face…

We should maybe learn to blend all this expression asymptotes towards a more stable growing curve of self re-assurance and hope. Nice small steps into letting out only smart fragments of ever growing ideas, not feasible for a descending world… No time memories in my story… I see no reason to bring it up just now. The simple things. The basic revolution scheme, repetitive, focused on a fundamental victory…